Rhea...I just wanted to take a few minutes to say how much I love you baby. Words cannot express my love for you. You make me feel so loved and wanted, I have never been made to feel like this by anyone, ever. Im so excited that we are starting our lives togther and we have such a long road ahead of us...but I wouldn't want to travel that road with anyone else but you. I now feel complete. Te amo mami.

found it and im ANGRY!

bitch took my jumpdrive... how fucking low can you be stealing your sister's jumpdrive.. and taking the first jumpdrive that was given to me for christmas and you yourself got one too biotch!!! how low can you be? your boyfriend not providing you this shit so you just had to steal from your own sister?!?!?!?!?! soo fucken angry at you right now... words can't express the feeling i feel right now.. i'm so furious.

missing

this is missing this morning i was looking for jumpdrive that he bought me mysteriously it disappeared! i wonder who took it!... grrr.. i'm soo mad.. i need that so badly i have any assignment i saved there and if i don't find it tonight i have to re-due my assignment that took me 2 long fikken hours!!! grrrrr

Rhea

Left in a hurry

i like this piece of art work was designed by Wil Dawson check out his art work at his website at www.fushionartgallery.com very very nice drawing.. he doesn't paint his pieces, he uses corel draw.. very very amazing work of art he's got there.. this piece is called 'full speed' i like the colors of the the work.. very simple and unique.. :o) the other reason why i like this piece, it reflected on the issue my friend is going through right now... he's only 22 his dad just left his family.. left his wife of 25 years... we'll call my friend 'Jon' so here's the story of Jon:

'Jon' is a guy who loves to chill.. very laid back kind of guy... he's stupid sometimes but who isn't stupid.. tell me who's perfect... he's back in college taking General Studies at Mount Royal Collage.. after General Studies he wanted to go into Dental Assistant... he's got a decent job... it pays his bills.. he's got a girl that he's diggen and it seems like this girl is the one for him.. everything that he's always wanted, he has right now.... before this great happiness and this triumphant goal he has been trying to achieve for a long time.. back then him and his dad weren't the best of friends... they were not that close, they didn't meet eye to eye with each other... Anyways last night i got a phone call from one of my girls saying 'Jon's' dad left the family... left his wife of 25 years... left her for a younger women, which both 'Jon's' dad and the mystress are moving to Vancouver right now as i write my piece... now since 'Jon's' dad is fucking pussy and isn't man enough to take care of his family 'Jon' has to take care of the family... he is the man of the house, he would have to work harder then he used to.. he has to mature very fast to take care of his mom and his siblings.. with 'Jon's' dad leaving without any signs there were any problems between the parents 'Jon's' dad just packed his bags and left his family behind and start a new life with a younger woman and put all the responsibilities to Jon? does he know that he's not ready for this at all? he's not man enough to handle the consequences and painful road up ahead... i have faith my friend that he will be strong but his dad wasn't there when 'Jon' needed him...

I know that they're going to be ok.. they'll be fine as long as 'Jon' is strong enough to handle what's coming ahead....hang in there 'Jon'

Sweetheart thank you for being there for 'Jon' he says thank you.... his mom says thanks for the offer... but his sister would love to get hooked up with a mexican hehehe i love you baby

Rhea

The Hardship in Life

where ever you are in the world there is always going to be an obsticle you have to over come.. my mom is currently recovering from a cancer, my aunt recently had surgery in the philippines, my lola doesn't have electricity because of a family member that didn't want to pay any bills.. so she's home alone in the philippines in the dark.. i could imagine her with this tiny ass candle trying to have some light in the room.. i keep trying to tell dad to bring her over here but she doesn't want to... anyways what i'm trying to get to is no matter what level your at, or where you live weither your bloody rich or just rich there's always hardships in life.. sometimes i just had it, i sometimes don't know what to do... i don't know i'm just bah-baling for no reason..

i have a school function to attend tomorrow.. great.. i'm a little excited.. being a mentor to the first year students would be great.. anyways look at this picture... tell me what you see? if you tilt your head to the left just a tad you will see a profile of a lady with short hair.. if you don't see it i guess it's just me being a freak! lol i thought that was a little interesting....

feel better mijo.. later

Rhea

i'm new at this

yo i really don't know what i'm doing.... i'm new at this

Rhea

frustration

every frikken time i try to open up to you it's soo hard, i want to tell you about flores but you just don't even listen to what the hell i'm saying.. i listen to your stories.. why can't you do the same courtesy i do to you to me? this is why you and i are drifting apart.. we were soo close before.. it was awesome.. i loved it.. i felt like i had a sister but i just don't understand why i can't talk to you about anything.. i talk to you about family issues and you just don't even listen to what i'm trying to say to you.. why do you do this? maybe it's because of our age difference.. but that shouldn't matter.. you and are click very well... well we used to.. i miss driving around the city and looking at the big houses on Elbow Drive.. how we will be living there when we're older.. i miss having you around as my sister not just a roommate... just a while ago we went to Sobey's to get some ingeredient for the dip.. i tried to tell you about flores but you just made fun of me.. it shouldn't bother me that you just poke fun of me.. but why do you do it? is it because your jealous of the fact that i'm finally happy? i don't know.. i'm tired of trying to fix this.. sooner or later when you need someone to talk to i may not be in my room... i just hope you change for the better.. i really do.. i'm really getting tired of listening to mom and dad bitch and whine about you on who you act, how your soo werckless when you drive, how you get easily distracted, how you have this temper when it comes to when mom and dad asks you something VERY VERY simple like can you please pick up some fruits... uuuggghhh you just make me frustrated, you've certainly forgot your roots.. that's very disappointing.. forgetting where you came from is really disappointing.. i can go on and on but i'm tired.. the more i think about what you have put through mom and dad just makes me very frustrated..

Rhea