frustration

every frikken time i try to open up to you it's soo hard, i want to tell you about flores but you just don't even listen to what the hell i'm saying.. i listen to your stories.. why can't you do the same courtesy i do to you to me? this is why you and i are drifting apart.. we were soo close before.. it was awesome.. i loved it.. i felt like i had a sister but i just don't understand why i can't talk to you about anything.. i talk to you about family issues and you just don't even listen to what i'm trying to say to you.. why do you do this? maybe it's because of our age difference.. but that shouldn't matter.. you and are click very well... well we used to.. i miss driving around the city and looking at the big houses on Elbow Drive.. how we will be living there when we're older.. i miss having you around as my sister not just a roommate... just a while ago we went to Sobey's to get some ingeredient for the dip.. i tried to tell you about flores but you just made fun of me.. it shouldn't bother me that you just poke fun of me.. but why do you do it? is it because your jealous of the fact that i'm finally happy? i don't know.. i'm tired of trying to fix this.. sooner or later when you need someone to talk to i may not be in my room... i just hope you change for the better.. i really do.. i'm really getting tired of listening to mom and dad bitch and whine about you on who you act, how your soo werckless when you drive, how you get easily distracted, how you have this temper when it comes to when mom and dad asks you something VERY VERY simple like can you please pick up some fruits... uuuggghhh you just make me frustrated, you've certainly forgot your roots.. that's very disappointing.. forgetting where you came from is really disappointing.. i can go on and on but i'm tired.. the more i think about what you have put through mom and dad just makes me very frustrated..

Rhea